First Time
By age 25, I hadn’t yet had my first sexual experience. I’d been watching a lot of gay porn, and so I posted an ad on an internet site, asking for someone similarly inexperienced. I arranged to meet up with a guy there (he’d had sex with a few guys, but agreed to go slow with me), and after missing each other once, I found him checking his phone outside his apartment. I asked, "is it you?" and he nodded and I followed him inside. He shut the door to his room, and we stood there facing ..more.